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So I’ve been gone for like....almost two months? With no warning? Well school started, which is nothing new, but more than that, I’ve sort of taken an unofficial break from all social media. It wasn’t a conscious decision, but going on kept filling me with dread because of all the bad news everywhere and guilt from hardly ever posting anymore, so I kept just not logging in. And at some point I realized I hadn’t logged on in like a month and kind of felt better as a person during that time. So I guess this is to say that I’m unofficially back. No where near ready to have a regular schedule, but I’m ready to stop being plagued by arbitrary guilt. (Also, I deleted my patreon, so that was a load of pressure off) Also, I watched all the special features on my Mulan DVD, and I was suddenly mixed with all sorts of feelings about how I’ll never be part of a real project (both relief and regret there), and I got all inspired to put together a character design portfolio just to prove to